..... sometimes i think of why am i so suay to be the 1 out the thousand to tio this kind of thing == . i am currently occupying the whole house ALL BY MYSELF. parents went out , brother went to find friends .. i look out of the windows , its the familiar evening view that i used to see . i turn my head back . and it is the 4 RETARDED walls that cant even speak to me ... why cant i just go out? not to say return to the life i used to have , but just going out when i am feeling when sometimes???.............
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