A SUPER DUPER SHORT POST :D. doctors are putting me to sleep now . came to post before i got knocked out . >>> hopes everything will be fine . :D . i love my dear

♥ 9:13 AM

DAY OUT WITH DEAR DURING LAST DAY BEFORE I GOT ADMITTED WAS A-W-E-S-O-M-E T-T-M!
went to eat mac at elias in the afternoon and then went home to do homework but i 4got all of my sec 2 work and wasnt able to help manling in it. got a whole lot of it that i 4got T_T. dinner out with parents and dear and ate at bedok. went to pick a necklace to buy for dear after that .actually wanted to get a ring but she say not now so ... HEHE :D , k la signing off here le , tmr then post .

♥ 6:51 AM

Day out ytd was AWSOME-TTM!. went to eat mac in the afternoon due to some pig wan to eat mac . went my house afterwards and used the com / study but didnt get to do the hw cos both of us oso dono how to do the hw. gotten out again to bedok at ard 6 plus to eat and shopped around after that , gotten a necklace for my dear and hope she likes it . i love you very much XD. time to sleep le . sayonara

♥ 11:21 AM

I love Manling

Manling love me

we are happy family

with a great big hug

and a kiss from me to her

won't she say she loves me too?

♥ 3:15 AM

HJERAPHManling came today! yay! . although she only came for a short while and she came with her mother so we did not have much time alone but i am happy enough to seee her already :D . seeing her makes me feel that it is worth it to undergo this chemotheraphy . 3 more days till discharged , waiting for the day to come by, hopes to go home soon cos if i am at home i am able to see manling more beecos it is easier for her to come as it is only from tampines to pasir ris. but it is just that i do not noe how i am going to take it . CHEMOTHERAPHY IS SO TIRING!!!

♥ 4:13 AM

today is the 2nd day of hell. had my chemo and just finished which lasted 8 hours. i am very tired right now and i am still talkimg to manling and i took my sleeping pills and i am trying to sleep again today cos i didnt get any sleep yesterday. if today still cannot sleep i tell u i can become god liao ah. 48 hours without sleeping + 16 hours of chemotheraphy . 4 more days to go . just hoping it would end as soon as possible and i wan to get home . tmr, hoping that manling would be able to come as i miss her very very much as i never get to see her for 3 days already T_T

♥ 7:33 AM

1st day of hospitalisation ... have so much to say. 1st of all , i am very shagged and scared at 1st cos , 1 side is cos of my relationship the other side is that i dread to stay in the hospital . i don like seriously , and i feel so paiseh . i cried in front of the public cos i very sad as manling wanted a break up in the morning and i have this chemotheraophy to deal with and i seriously dono wad to do , my doctor came to console me and frens too and i decided i have to move on with life . so i took up the courage and went for chemotheraphy , after that had a chat with manling and we decided to start afresh , no more quarrelling and breaking up anymore ok>>? and i am at the hospital now and i swear it is dam xin ku and sian . i everyday have to do chemo for the next 5 days and each day i have to do for 8 hours , i dono how am i going to survive it .... but what is inmportant is i have manling by my side now and i promised her i will not cry easily anymore so i will be brave and take up any upcoming obstacles . buying new lappy next week as this laptop is very laggy and cant play any game and i decided to buy 1 new 1 so that i am still at least able to play game when i am in hospital too :D . i noe i am a spoilt brat but i am sick so who cares ？haha . last of all . ILOVEYOU TEO MANLING 060509 , 10 months together already , don let this relationship pass by just like this . i will hang on to it like my life depends on it . MUACKXZ

♥ 7:09 AM

Maybe we really should let each other have some time to cool down 1st .i only have some things to say . Dear , do u remember on my birthday that day we watched "the proposal"? how i wished we were the main characters in the show . and there is 1 time when i pulled ur hairband and u got pissed but i got u smiling after that . and do u remember the 1st time i held ur hand? it is the time when i went to mac to find u and skipped my tution and u got scolded by ur parents and we took bus 291 to ur house , on the way back that was the 1st time i held ur hand . remember the 1st time i kissed u ? u was doing maths at mac but it was too noisy so we went to 1 voiddeck which we took 30 mins to find 1 cleaner voideck and we sat there and i thought u maths, that is the time when i 1st kissed u . and there is 1 time when me and 3 other friends sent u home together as u are in pasir ris and u are going home from nadrah's house? we had great fun throwing someone's shoe on top of the tree and it got stuck for pretty long . eventually we got the shoe down and the bus still never came after sooo long and we got bored and nick went to disturb 1 girl from pasir ris sec and took her no .? and when the bus came my frens was so loud that u hid ur face cos u feel so paiseh . all these are happy memories that i would never forget .....i hope that u will remember all these happy memories that we had together . ILOVEYOU FOREVER .

♥ 10:21 AM

10th month today!!!! went out and ate seoul garden with love, was so fun and nice and FULL.jerralyn came to find us awhile just to see my botak head but didnt eventually cos i don let her :D went home for about 2 hours cos it was still early and we decided to go my house and wait till 5 and cabbed down to tampines beside the library that piece of grassland to fy the kite , had lots of fun but the only sad thing is that our kite didnt make it till very high =( . went to last time robinbring us go tution de place to buy drinks and cabbed dear home after that . i am sorry ok dear,orgive me will u? dropped her off and went home myself . my parents still havent reach home yet and nobody was at home . was so tired that i lied on the bed and on-ede tv and waited till my parents came home . and i am using the com rite now to post and manling is ignoring me totally . SORRYYYYYY

♥ 6:50 AM

Labels: You are the only one .

♥ 7:21 AM

FKING PISSED AND SAD RITE NOW . anyone who see this post within 1 hrs time can call my hp to chat? nvm 4get it . don guess any1 will be such fans of my blog........ i just wanted to be happy . but being happy is like getting pigs to fly.. I AM SAD T_T

♥ 9:06 AM