Have been running to National cancer centre for blood tranfusion lately =( .so tired, went alone somemore so sian and each time stay for 4-5 hours . nth much today, went to school only to find out i cant enter the sch cos tmr they got paper 1. GAMBETEH MY DEAR , DO ME PROUD! k i am off to dota so ciao!

♥ 11:01 AM

getting discharged tomorrow!! every second feels like hours to me rite now == . have been spending the whole time using the com everyday so bored ==. HOW I HOPE I WILL RECOVE FASTER!

♥ 6:13 AM

4th daay in hospital . the day after tomorrow going home le :D YAY . i am now hoping that my treatment would faster end and i could be able to get well soon :D . I WANNA GROW MY HAIR BACK BADLY!! ROAR BEIJING 101 HERE I COME AFTER MY CHEMO ENDS :D

♥ 2:13 AM

I am super bored in the hospital cans ? OMG LA . nth to do at all only keep stare at com play play play . T_T i wanna go home , i wanna go out with my dear badly i swear . ROAR . RADIATION STARTS ON 1 YEAR ANNIVESARY I DON LIKE ROOOOAAARRRR.

♥ 6:37 AM

I Had a fun filled week , went out everyday this week and was so happpy. movies on friday was dam nice, watched clash ot the titans with dear at ehub and only went home at around 12. Ate seoul garden at changi airport the next day . had boring sundays as today is the only day that i stayed at home for this week, spend the whole day using the computer and chit chatting with dear on the fone and i am watching how to train a dragon on funshion rite now and its kinda nice . so off i go to watch my movie, Ciao~!

♥ 9:17 AM

I dono why . but i just don have the mood to do things these few days . i feel very tired always and i don't feel like doing anything.... what has gotten over me !! i finally can go out this week le but i am doing nthing .... 5 more days to go .

♥ 9:07 AM

Happy belated 11th month <33> very very much (x999999999999999). been doing nth these few days . dear is very busy these week , so didnt really meet up . i am rotting at home everyday . tv , com , eat , sleep . these are the few things that i have been doing everyday. but no choice , i dont wanna disturb her cos i noe she very busy le , no time to reply my messages. went to the hospital today, nobody to bring me there cos parents working but i am a grown up now , have to start doing things myself. went for blood test , every week oso get poked ==. then see doctor . spent the whole morning there and reached home at around 2+ . bathed and carried on my rountine . tv alll de away till night. dotaed with robin they all then right now i don feel like sleeping . dont have the mood to HEHEEE .its 4am now. meeting dear today later in the afternoon . sooooooooo happpppyyy cos i 3 days never see her le , missed her a lot. doctor says its best not to go out due to my white blood cell is very low right now so i am gonna lie to my parents say i go dear's house . :D prays hard i don see ppl that i noe tmr tolong~ nt that i don wanna see u guys but i dont wanna let u guys see the state i am in rite now . after i recover then we go out together , promise . a new KOH TIAN SHEN going out with u this time round though......

I realised a lot , during this time when i fell sick . i really do..

♥ 12:41 PM

i still cant fall asleep . i have been taking more than wad i shld already . 4 sleeping pills and now plus injection . but i still cant fall asleep . i am scared, i am scared that u would suddenly call me and i dont noe . i am scared that u would message me in the middle of the night and i didnt see it. i am really scared . i love you , i will wait

♥ 10:21 AM

i dono why i am still awake rite now , i shld be sleeping already . i have taken all the medicines to help me sleep but it doesnt seem to work . can some1 tok to me???

♥ 9:21 AM

i am waiting , in these 325 days i have always made u wait , its time for me to wait already....

♥ 6:25 AM